Many years ago I sat inside a hospital waiting room; waiting for news that my best friend was aaaalllll better. & you sat beside me waiting too. And the very next day, we sat inside of an emergency room, waiting yet again. Your love and genuine concern for her gave me a deep look into your soul and heart. I saw that you had soooo much love to give this world, especially the people you care about. I will forever be greatful and blessed to have known "a softer side of Cisco."
I REMEMBER WAY BACK IN THE DAY WHEN I MET YOU, YOU HAD A LIGHTWEIGHT AFRO AND YOU WERE HELLA SKINNY, YOU WERE THE YOUNGSTER IN THE CREW!! WE USED TO WRESTLE IN THE PEREZ HOUSEHOLD A LOT THEN SOMETIMES YOU AND SAMMY USED TO GET HELLA SERIOUS AND ALMOST FIGHT ALL THE DAMN TIME...HAHAHAHAHA!!! I REMEMBER FINDING AN ID IN THE CLUB AND GIVING IT YOU SO YOU COULD COME WITH US, IT WORKED BECAUSE IT KINDA LOOKED LIKE YOU...WHAT ARE THE ODDS OF SOMEONE KINDA LOOKIN LIKE CISCO...LMAO....THE NAME ON THE ID WAS NESTER, YOU WERE NESTER IN LINE!!! I REMEMBER EVERY SATURDAY WE WOULD GO TO SOUND FACTORY, ME, YOU, STEVEN, SAMMY & LEO...WE WERE ALL BETWEEN 21 & 23 YRS OLD AND YOU WERE ONLY 17 CLUBBIN WIT THE BIG BOYS....DAAAAMN I MISS THOSE DAYS!!!! I GOT A MILLION MEMORIES WITH YOU CISCO, FROM OUR FAMILY PICNICS, THANXGIVING & ALL THE HOLIDAYS, YOU LIVING WITH ME FOR A LITTLE WHILE, PUERTO RICAN FESTIVALS, GOING TO A MILLION CLUBS TOGETHER AND OF COURSE YOUR MAJOR SHIT TALKING....HAHAHAHA!!! I USED TO CALL YOU DR JEKYL & MR HYDE BECAUSE YOU WOULD BE AT MY PARENTS HOUSE, HELLA WELL MANNERED, THANK YOU, BLESS YOU, ALL THAT....BUT ONCE YOU GOT TO DRINKING YOU WERE AN ASSHOLE....LOL....AN ASSHOLE THAT MADE ME LAUGH WHEN YOU STARTED TALKIN YOUR SHIT....I WOULD BE LIKE "OHHHH NOOOO, CISCO'S BEEN DRINKIN, HE'S STARTING TO TALK HEEEELLA SHIIIIT." DAMN I MISS YOU, YOU WERE PART OF MY FAMILY, I WANNA TALK TO YOU RIGHT NOW ABOUT THE 2-0 START BY THE NINERS AND HOW THE GIANTS AIN'T LOOKING TO GOOD FOR THE POST SEASON!!! I WANNA GO BUY A BOTTLE OF HENNESSEY AND YOU BUY A BOTTLE OF PAUL MASON THEN WE START TALKING SHIT TO EACH OTHER ON THE WAY TO COCOMO'S!!!! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU CISCO, YOU SHOULDA JUST WENT TO THE DAMN NINER GAME ON SUNDAY LIKE YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO!!!!!!!!
I would see you everywhere I would go in SF!! I turn a corner I see you! You were definitily a permanent ficture at all the crackin frisco spots! All the games , all the car shows, all the house parties, and most of all the club! That drunk , puppy dog face. That sad look when I see you at all the dance floors I would
say no Cisco I dont want to dance with you. You would just look at me with a blank face , never rude.I remeber partying with you on NYE. But the reason I am writing this is I am sorry for screaming at you just last week when I saw you (again dance floor cocomos) you grabbed my ass (like you always did!) I got mad & punched you. Thought for sure you were going to beat my ass, but you like always just kept that grin & puppy dog face. I did not know you as well as my other friends did but I definitly wanted to say I'm sorry. I actually found it comforting to run into you here and there lost from friends at a crowded event or just out side smoking a cigarette at a club. I will miss seeing you -you were a son of "frisco" that we lost . REST IN PEACE. I knw you are up there with a cold one in hand =) TARA (p)
You always thought I wasn't really mad at you. Even when I was!! You would laugh it off and when I yelled at you telling you to stay your ass at home, you would let me vent and tell me that everything would be alright! I don't have you anymore and it's not alright! I miss you dork!! Longing to see your stupid little grin again and hearing you laugh your ass off at Johnny while you guys play Madden. I miss the redness of your drunken face!! lol I even miss the way you eat a burrito!! eewww More than anything I miss you calling me and asking me a million questions before you get to the point!! I love you fat boy!! The kids miss you!! Why did you leave!!!??
