I will always remember u and the rest of the guys we played football w/calling me "ICEBOX" cuz i was the only girl on the team or ur goofy laugh, u always calling me a "SQUARE" and ur one of a kind smile. I will never forget when u found out that I had 2 move 2 LA w/my mom and how u threatened my life, that if I converted 2 a DODGERS FAN u'd kick my ASS!!! LOL well u won't have 2 worry about that cuz i'm still a GIANTS fan and I love being back HOME in the BAY AREA. And Now I have my 3yr. old little girl yelling @ little boys in BLUE telling them "DODGERS SUCK" all for U. =)
Hey cisco, i dnt noe wat to say ur losst is very unbelevable. outta evrybody it hada be u&frank. U guys ment no harm 2 anyone everyone loves u guys n still does 2 dis day . Whoever did dis such thin wusnt thinkn ryte. its hard 2 noe dat u hada go lyk dis it wus uninsepected i mis passen by Shottwell n hearn u kall me&sandy youngstas n telln us 2 go hme haha i miss dose days . Sumtymes wen am on Mission i still think ama see u On Shottwell. kus i qot used 2 alwys seein u dere. man its shocken 2 noe u hada go lyk dis .. Sandy is missen u 2 youngsta since u noe she da ''OG'' haha yeaah ... WEll Cisco ill see u up dere wen its ma tyme watch after us aitee. We love u n miss u. Only kus ur gone dusnt mean u leave our hearts. Gone but not 4gotten. Byee Ciscco=( I love u&Miss you.P.S we alwys lighten up candles 4 u on 24&Shottwell forr Frank too.. Byee .
I met you doing what you did best. At the club(Raw Hide)when Erik started promoting.You asked me to dance, before I excepted I asked you "There isn't a female here that's going to confront us for being together,is there?" Your response was,"No, I don't have a girlfriend" So we danced.....your stomach didn't rub on me cuz you were skinny lol. We talked on the phone almost everyday or night, sometimes you'd call from park and rec. At times I'd hear Sammy in the backround trying to embarrase you, cuz i was the "new one." You would tell him." Shut up nigga damn!" lol I clearly remember making things clear right off the bat. I told you I had a brother and know how it is when a guy first meets a female. And there was no need to prove yourself to them by joking around about me especially by calling me a groupie/hoochie cuz you met me at the club. Cuz that I'm NOT! You would just laugh. You told me about your ex and how you kept in touch with her and that you mentioned me to her. You told me she was hating because she talked shit about me. So I told you to tell her she needed to grow up! Then I realized and told you...."Wait! I hope your not making all this up because your mad at her for certain things when you were together,and its your way to get back at her." You-"Nah she did for real!" Me-"And don't get Bigger headed if I confront her about it, I'm doing it for me." "If we argue it's not for you. I will never fight for a guy" Man was that something! You would call me excited about a new job you got. I gave you tough love and told you,"You better try hard to keep it" Going out was an adventure. We both didnt have a car then but we found a way to be together. Like the day we walked from 24th and Mission all the way to Sammy and Steven's mom's house. I thought my feet were gonna fall off, but it was worth it! We had a lot of laughs. Even though you weren't old enough to go to the club your boys found a way to include you. You would even go out on weekdays. Which I think was the cause of us not talking n e more. We had different life styles.You being a guy were able to go out at any time,where I had a curfew.You were too wild for me! lol I later met someone else,who I got serious with. I ran into you and all the guys at a Giant's game. Where you walked up to me and asked "I heard you got a man,is that true?" Me-"Yeah why?" You-"Fuck him I'll kick his ass!" Me-"What's your problem?You don't even know him!" You-"So, I'll still kick his ass." You kept talking hella shit ,where I had enough and slapped you. You acted like you were gonna do something to me but you didnt. Why?... because you were good hearted. We saw eachother a couple times after the slapping incident and mugged eachother. Then it all turned around. Your heart kicked in....at Perez's bday celebration you approached me and asked me "Why did you do that,why are you so mean?" Me-"I'm mean?No you do tooooo much!" You-"I could be an ass huh? Right after you said that you did it again!..."You've gained weight!" Me-"Omg, see thats what I mean, you can never say anything nice." "I miss you Lorena! Let me get your new number" Although I didnt tell you, I missed your crazy ass too. I didn't give you my number cuz i was still a lil mad at you. We saw eachother a few times after that. Where you would not leave me alone. Even if I was sitting at the club(not fun!) you would sit with me until the night was over and insist to take me out. The last time.....at Mist. I noticed you got smarter....you asked me to use my phone cuz you forgot yours at home. I gave it to you...and you called who? Yourself !!!! To get my number that way lol. You were determined! I told you "My number is private so your not gonna get it on your phone haha" You said "You call me, I want to take you out to the movies or something" " But you know I have a boyfriend and I know that if you had a girlfriend you wouldn't like her going out with other guys!" "Just call me please, just put my number under a girls name" lol Mr. Big Pimp'n had techniques! I'm glad you were the one to break the ice because my stuburn ass would of probably never done it. And I would be so much more heart broken now. It's going to be hard for me at Mist this Sunday.The last place I saw and spoke to you. But I cant be selfish! You are with your mom now like you always wanted. Your the last person I smoked with sigh*: ( I told myself I wasn't going to anymore but I will burn one up for you! I will cherish the laughs and memories we shared..... until we meet again! Rest in Peace
Love,
Lorena
First time I met Cisco was at Jelly's. (surprised? lol)
We spoke for about 30 minutes, how our Dads knew Santana, Chepito, Richard Beene of Malo...... we called it Mission Shit. Nice causal conversation. :)
After the club he jumped in my car and said
" My nigga give me a ride home, don't trip i'm nice!" LOL
He took me on a detour, bought a friend and I burritos and we dropped him off.
Cisco was right,he was nice, genuine, loud, funny-just full of life.
He had jokes,shit to talk but made sure to say hi when we'd run into eachother.
I hope the community responds to this unfortunate loss in a positive way.More violence will not solve our community issues.Many lives have been impacted and it's truly time for a change.
Rest in peace Cisco. May you sleep with the angels and help guide us. You will be missed. I send my sincere condolences to all of the family and friends.
sincerley,
jazyb
I remember being 15 years old, my best friend trying to hook me up with you. You would call me all the time asking for me to go out with you and all i could think about is how i was a sophomore and you weren't even in hs yet. 2 years seemed like a huge differnce then. Somehow we stopped talking but who woulda thought that we would run into each other 10+ years later at Suede. You pulled me aside and asked for my number. You called a few times and i was hesitant on picking up. When i finally did, we talked for 20 minutes and then realized we had already know each other. After that, we were inseperable. Going to the movies, dinner or drivin your ass all around sf. But we had to make sure we were back by 10 on the weekdays cuz of your ankle monitor. I remember sitting in the car with you by your house at 930, your dad calling to make sure you were on your way home. I loved the fact that you loved dogs so much. Sundays we would go to Dolores Park and you would just walk up to a stranger to tell them that you liked their dog. You could be so polite when you wanted to. I was so nervous bringing you around the fam but you were a perfect gentlemen. But man....did we have our bad times. When we fought, we fought. I don't know how many times I told you to stop calling me but you never gave up. We didn't talk for a few months and I remember you calling me Christmas day just to say hi. A few more months go by and you called me last month to say you were thinking about me and had to call. I hate the fact that that was the last time i talked to you. I can't believe your gone...you were supposed to come over to see the new apt. I miss you soooo much and im never gonna forget you. 
